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3. Parents
Tuesday, August 31, 2010
Tuesday, August 31, 2010
So here is th third post. Parents. Don’t really know what I am gonna write but here goes nothing.
Parents are something we cant choose and have to deal with everyday. (unlike those who choose to disown their parents) stuff like friends and spouse can be chosen. But family is a gift from God. Well, with my parents, I got th best of both worlds. Why I say that? When they choose to be good, they are very good. For example, when they are in a good mood, they can buy me handphones and laptop. But when they are in a bad mood, I can get kicked out of th house and sleep outside for 5 days.
Okay. The top one is just th descriptions of what my dad would do. My mum usually allows me to do anything I want, if my dad agree. Its always that my dad has th last say. Seriously, my parents MUST learn to let go of their children ASAP!
Fuck. Screw th part about my mum. She just pissed me off by not caring about me! She says she don’t even knw who im going to th chalet with. When in th first place, you didn’t even bother finding out ANYTHING about th fucking chalet. That’s th problem about MY parents. They don’t take th time to find out anything about my life. Do this for me ppl, go ask both your parents and ask them to tell you ONE of your friend’s name. No need all. Just one only. I’ve been thinking, my parents never ask anything about my life. Only things they ask is “when is your exams?” “why aren’t you studying?” “where are you going?” “what time will you be home?” “why aren’t you home yet?”
They never ever ask me anything that allows them to knw more about me. I BET they don’t knw ANY of my friend’s name. maybe only Johnson cos my mum drove him home afew times. She wont knw who I hang out with in sch, who I hang out with when im bored, who are my classmates, who I can talk to when I am feeling down and out, who my secondary sch friends are, who I still keep contact with. She only knws things that has to do with her. Joey, because she taught her sister Joan. Gilbert, because she knws his sister Yilin. Eileen because she knws her brother James. Johnson, because he stays in th same neighbourhood.
She wont knw who my first friend in primary sch was. I think it was Joanne. She wont knw who my first friend in secondary sch was. Leepeng, she was index number 2.She wont knw my first who my first friend in poly was. Lingyee, because both of us were sitting tgt during cypher camp and was both moved to group14 (Y) by chance and sebas. She wont knw anything because SHE DIDN’T BOTHER TO CARE ENOUGH TO ASK ME ABOUT MY LIFE.
Yah. So that basically sums up my parents.
Parents are something we cant choose and have to deal with everyday. (unlike those who choose to disown their parents) stuff like friends and spouse can be chosen. But family is a gift from God. Well, with my parents, I got th best of both worlds. Why I say that? When they choose to be good, they are very good. For example, when they are in a good mood, they can buy me handphones and laptop. But when they are in a bad mood, I can get kicked out of th house and sleep outside for 5 days.
Okay. The top one is just th descriptions of what my dad would do. My mum usually allows me to do anything I want, if my dad agree. Its always that my dad has th last say. Seriously, my parents MUST learn to let go of their children ASAP!
Fuck. Screw th part about my mum. She just pissed me off by not caring about me! She says she don’t even knw who im going to th chalet with. When in th first place, you didn’t even bother finding out ANYTHING about th fucking chalet. That’s th problem about MY parents. They don’t take th time to find out anything about my life. Do this for me ppl, go ask both your parents and ask them to tell you ONE of your friend’s name. No need all. Just one only. I’ve been thinking, my parents never ask anything about my life. Only things they ask is “when is your exams?” “why aren’t you studying?” “where are you going?” “what time will you be home?” “why aren’t you home yet?”
They never ever ask me anything that allows them to knw more about me. I BET they don’t knw ANY of my friend’s name. maybe only Johnson cos my mum drove him home afew times. She wont knw who I hang out with in sch, who I hang out with when im bored, who are my classmates, who I can talk to when I am feeling down and out, who my secondary sch friends are, who I still keep contact with. She only knws things that has to do with her. Joey, because she taught her sister Joan. Gilbert, because she knws his sister Yilin. Eileen because she knws her brother James. Johnson, because he stays in th same neighbourhood.
She wont knw who my first friend in primary sch was. I think it was Joanne. She wont knw who my first friend in secondary sch was. Leepeng, she was index number 2.She wont knw my first who my first friend in poly was. Lingyee, because both of us were sitting tgt during cypher camp and was both moved to group14 (Y) by chance and sebas. She wont knw anything because SHE DIDN’T BOTHER TO CARE ENOUGH TO ASK ME ABOUT MY LIFE.
Yah. So that basically sums up my parents.
♥ 2:50 PM
2. Crush
Sunday, August 29, 2010
Sunday, August 29, 2010
So its day two and im going to share sth that like only two ppl know? Not gonna say th name but if you know me, you’ll knw who am talking about. Sad and one-sided love. It broke my heart. Day two of th 30 day challenge, Crush.
I met you in a camp not too long ago. You were shy and didn’t talk much, that was cute. First night of camp, when we got back our phones, you replied texts and called someone. I didn’t knw who but I knew I couldn’t have you. But I wanted to. We snuck out of school, one bunch of us, to get drinks and snack. We all talked on th way back. I like th feeling. Second day Sentosa, I saw th way you looked at me. On th last day of camp, three of us bused home together. You were sitting opposite me. After I alighted th bus, I receive my first text from you. Ecstatic I was.
We continued texting after that we talked about lots of stuff. I was enjoying every moment. Every text I receive. My heart-o-meter filled up. You made me many promises. Bringing me to club, getting me my first bottle of beer and drinking it with me? I hope you rmb. But I sure hope you meant what you promise. I’ll be waiting for th day you fulfill them and hopefully I’ll get a chance to blog about it.
During FOP, we texted although we were meters apart from each other. Talking about th weird dance we had to learn. Then came day one of school. We met in the morning with yr friend and mine. You ate prata and I drank milo. You guys then changed place to th smokers area. I was shocked. L and K came so I went to get them. While witing for them, I decided to go sch straight frm where we were standing so I got my friend to get my bag and we headed to school without waiting for you.
You knew what I was thinking. I tried to ignore. You lied to me. You texted to try to explain. I gave you one chance to explain, you did. You said that you wanted ppl to treat you differently but frm what I see now, you are acting exactly what you DIDN’T want ppl to see you as. I found out you had a girlf. I was devastated but continued doing what we were doing. I wanted to ask you about it but I felt like I cant. When you fell sick, we msned during class. I was having programming and you just woke up you said something and I was mad happy. You said and I quote, “will i be equilble to be your bf?” Boy, im still waiting for th day.
After you recovered you suddenly said “I want to concentrate on studies”. That was th last text I got frm you. Sad as I was, I emo-ed for weeks. F realize but after awhile he didn’t bothered to ask anymore. N was too far to know what was happening. Couldn’t tell L and K because they will think im stupid. For liking someone which may never liked me back.
You broke up with her but still didn’t talk to me. Soon, you had another girl. It broke my heart. I saw you a couple of times in school. I try not to look. It breaks me down each day I saw you. I want you. Did you know that for my 17th birthday wish, I wished for you? I really thought you were different. I don’t want to be wrong. Don’t prove me wrong.
But you never thought of me. Anyone but me. I know we will never be together. Because, in your eyes, im nobody. And your somebody, will always be another girl.
I met you in a camp not too long ago. You were shy and didn’t talk much, that was cute. First night of camp, when we got back our phones, you replied texts and called someone. I didn’t knw who but I knew I couldn’t have you. But I wanted to. We snuck out of school, one bunch of us, to get drinks and snack. We all talked on th way back. I like th feeling. Second day Sentosa, I saw th way you looked at me. On th last day of camp, three of us bused home together. You were sitting opposite me. After I alighted th bus, I receive my first text from you. Ecstatic I was.
We continued texting after that we talked about lots of stuff. I was enjoying every moment. Every text I receive. My heart-o-meter filled up. You made me many promises. Bringing me to club, getting me my first bottle of beer and drinking it with me? I hope you rmb. But I sure hope you meant what you promise. I’ll be waiting for th day you fulfill them and hopefully I’ll get a chance to blog about it.
During FOP, we texted although we were meters apart from each other. Talking about th weird dance we had to learn. Then came day one of school. We met in the morning with yr friend and mine. You ate prata and I drank milo. You guys then changed place to th smokers area. I was shocked. L and K came so I went to get them. While witing for them, I decided to go sch straight frm where we were standing so I got my friend to get my bag and we headed to school without waiting for you.
You knew what I was thinking. I tried to ignore. You lied to me. You texted to try to explain. I gave you one chance to explain, you did. You said that you wanted ppl to treat you differently but frm what I see now, you are acting exactly what you DIDN’T want ppl to see you as. I found out you had a girlf. I was devastated but continued doing what we were doing. I wanted to ask you about it but I felt like I cant. When you fell sick, we msned during class. I was having programming and you just woke up you said something and I was mad happy. You said and I quote, “will i be equilble to be your bf?” Boy, im still waiting for th day.
After you recovered you suddenly said “I want to concentrate on studies”. That was th last text I got frm you. Sad as I was, I emo-ed for weeks. F realize but after awhile he didn’t bothered to ask anymore. N was too far to know what was happening. Couldn’t tell L and K because they will think im stupid. For liking someone which may never liked me back.
You broke up with her but still didn’t talk to me. Soon, you had another girl. It broke my heart. I saw you a couple of times in school. I try not to look. It breaks me down each day I saw you. I want you. Did you know that for my 17th birthday wish, I wished for you? I really thought you were different. I don’t want to be wrong. Don’t prove me wrong.
But you never thought of me. Anyone but me. I know we will never be together. Because, in your eyes, im nobody. And your somebody, will always be another girl.
♥ 7:15 PM
1. Best Friend
Saturday, August 28, 2010
Saturday, August 28, 2010
So today is th first day of th 30 day blogging thingy. I may not be blogging everyday because im lazy and im a Bimbo! HAHA. So here it goes! First Day, Best Friend.
Friends are hard to find, let alone a best friend. I was lucky I had many Good friends in primary school and some in Secondary school. However I guess I met my best friend in a Tuition Class in Stalford emath class, december’09. Cornelious Wan was talking and this girl came to sit next to me. She had heavy eye makeup and I didn’t dare to talk to her at first. Hard as it seems, I was th shy one and she was th friendly one. After two or three lessons ltr, she asked for my number. HAHA.
And her name is Nicole Sim. And since then, I brought her to Church, invited her into my spiritual Family. We cause ACCEPTABLE chaos together, little tricks here and there, like eating durian before class knowing that Cornelious Wan cant stand th smell of durian. We studied together for our Olvls and scored th same grade for th tuition class we shared. Even when we known each other for barely 3 months or so, I felt super comfortable telling her stuff I could not tell anyone. I knew frm th start that She was a friend I needed in my life, and I was right.
At th start of th year, I strayed a little frm th life I was leading. She noticed and tumblr post and asked me to read. Frankly, I will be grateful to her when im more mature and leading a blessed life somewhere down th road. I would be earning reasonable amounts and having children and I will look back and tell my children that this lady brought me back on track. If its not for her, I may have been disowned by my parents, drunk somewhere and will be idk what.
Shes my best friend. Is and always will be. Just this week, we went out for a girl’s day! Nails brows and hair! Nicole Sim, ILOVEYOU! xoxoxo
Friends are hard to find, let alone a best friend. I was lucky I had many Good friends in primary school and some in Secondary school. However I guess I met my best friend in a Tuition Class in Stalford emath class, december’09. Cornelious Wan was talking and this girl came to sit next to me. She had heavy eye makeup and I didn’t dare to talk to her at first. Hard as it seems, I was th shy one and she was th friendly one. After two or three lessons ltr, she asked for my number. HAHA.
And her name is Nicole Sim. And since then, I brought her to Church, invited her into my spiritual Family. We cause ACCEPTABLE chaos together, little tricks here and there, like eating durian before class knowing that Cornelious Wan cant stand th smell of durian. We studied together for our Olvls and scored th same grade for th tuition class we shared. Even when we known each other for barely 3 months or so, I felt super comfortable telling her stuff I could not tell anyone. I knew frm th start that She was a friend I needed in my life, and I was right.
At th start of th year, I strayed a little frm th life I was leading. She noticed and tumblr post and asked me to read. Frankly, I will be grateful to her when im more mature and leading a blessed life somewhere down th road. I would be earning reasonable amounts and having children and I will look back and tell my children that this lady brought me back on track. If its not for her, I may have been disowned by my parents, drunk somewhere and will be idk what.
Shes my best friend. Is and always will be. Just this week, we went out for a girl’s day! Nails brows and hair! Nicole Sim, ILOVEYOU! xoxoxo
♥ 6:59 PM
30 Day Blog Challenge
Friday, August 27, 2010
Friday, August 27, 2010
Day 1: Best Friend.
Day 2: Crush.
Day 3: Parents.
Day 4: Sibling, or closest relative.
Day 5: Dreams.
Day 6: A stranger.
Day 7: An Ex.
Day 8: Favorite internet friend.
Day 9: Someone you wish you could meet.
Day 10: Deceased person you wish to talk to.
Day 11: Person that has caused you the most pain.
Day 12: Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like.
Day 13: Someone you wish could forgive you.
Day 14: Someone you’ve drifted away from.
Day 15: The person you miss the most.
Day 16: Someone not in your state/country.
Day 17: Someone from your childhood.
Day 18: The person you wish you could be.
Day 19: Someone that pesters your mind–good or bad.
Day 20: The one that broke your heart the worse.
Day 21: Someone you judged by their 1st impression.
Day 22: Someone you want to give a 2nd chance to.
Day 23: The last person you kissed.
Day 24: Person that gave you your favorite memory.
Day 25: Someone that you know is going thru some terrible times.
Day 26: Last person you made a pinky promise to.
Day 27: Friendliest person you knew for only one day.
Day 28: Someone that changed your life.
Day 29: The person you want to tell everything to, but are too afraid.
Day 30: Reflection in the mirror.
Sounds like fun? Read daily ( or every other day) to find out what juicy stuff i will say. Doing this blog challenge allows me to have 30 topics to talk about in my blog, allow my blog not to be so dead, and i dont have to crack my brains thinking what to write. :)
Oh, i got this idea from a blogger. so here is th credits.
http://www.nurnadiah.com/ -Nur Nadiah Anwar
Day 2: Crush.
Day 3: Parents.
Day 4: Sibling, or closest relative.
Day 5: Dreams.
Day 6: A stranger.
Day 7: An Ex.
Day 8: Favorite internet friend.
Day 9: Someone you wish you could meet.
Day 10: Deceased person you wish to talk to.
Day 11: Person that has caused you the most pain.
Day 12: Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like.
Day 13: Someone you wish could forgive you.
Day 14: Someone you’ve drifted away from.
Day 15: The person you miss the most.
Day 16: Someone not in your state/country.
Day 17: Someone from your childhood.
Day 18: The person you wish you could be.
Day 19: Someone that pesters your mind–good or bad.
Day 20: The one that broke your heart the worse.
Day 21: Someone you judged by their 1st impression.
Day 22: Someone you want to give a 2nd chance to.
Day 23: The last person you kissed.
Day 24: Person that gave you your favorite memory.
Day 25: Someone that you know is going thru some terrible times.
Day 26: Last person you made a pinky promise to.
Day 27: Friendliest person you knew for only one day.
Day 28: Someone that changed your life.
Day 29: The person you want to tell everything to, but are too afraid.
Day 30: Reflection in the mirror.
Sounds like fun? Read daily ( or every other day) to find out what juicy stuff i will say. Doing this blog challenge allows me to have 30 topics to talk about in my blog, allow my blog not to be so dead, and i dont have to crack my brains thinking what to write. :)
Oh, i got this idea from a blogger. so here is th credits.
http://www.nurnadiah.com/ -Nur Nadiah Anwar
♥ 5:13 PM
Nails brows shopping and NICOLE.
Thursday, August 26, 2010
Thursday, August 26, 2010
Had an awesome day with Nicole today! Met at one plus cos my dear girl over slept. FORGIVEN! When around finding earrings to buy cos I forgotten to wear mine. Couldn’t find a nice pair so I just walked and walked and walked until N called.
Walked over to Far East to do our nails. Did a colour I never tried before. Shiny Grey. After that tried to find a brows shop but couldn’t so we when down to Jelita PEIMIN’s mummy shop to get seventeen mags. She rmbs me! Awwwwww. She introed us a nice bros shop but it was closed. :) when to STAGE. But all they had was guys clothes. :)
When to this store upstairs which was FLOODED with hellokitty stickers on th wall. Brows shaping is mad pain! N added 40 blonde extensions into her extension filled head. I added 15 strands of light brown/dark blonde. Safe to say that was when we used up all our money! HAHA. Walked aimlessly until we reached 313? No money and no ATM so we bused to amk for meesua and ice cream! Saw a PCS senior. Xiaojun’s friend. Ate Hershey dark chocolate with marshmallow!
Gonna find a bitch named D (omg we share th same surname! How shuay.) that cant keep her stinking hands off my girl’s guy. Year two, RP band (I didn’t even knew that exsisted!) From her pictures, I gather that shes a fugly girl from SAS year two, involve in FOP. Hmmmm. AHBENG knows her. Im gonna ask him about her soooooon! Her FOP album is flooded with ahbeng’s photos but he isn’t my mutal friend. HMM. People doesn’t like band geeks! This aint American pie! HAHAHAHAHA. Omg is she a stalker or what! So many photos of ahbeng! HAHAHAHA! I found 11 ahbeng pictures and 2 flav pictures. N, I got your back here! WOOT. Hope to go out with you soon! :) Ciao for now.
*N says i shld not cause trouble for myself so i edited out her name. Hardcore readers that read th second i posted th post will know her name!
Walked over to Far East to do our nails. Did a colour I never tried before. Shiny Grey. After that tried to find a brows shop but couldn’t so we when down to Jelita PEIMIN’s mummy shop to get seventeen mags. She rmbs me! Awwwwww. She introed us a nice bros shop but it was closed. :) when to STAGE. But all they had was guys clothes. :)
When to this store upstairs which was FLOODED with hellokitty stickers on th wall. Brows shaping is mad pain! N added 40 blonde extensions into her extension filled head. I added 15 strands of light brown/dark blonde. Safe to say that was when we used up all our money! HAHA. Walked aimlessly until we reached 313? No money and no ATM so we bused to amk for meesua and ice cream! Saw a PCS senior. Xiaojun’s friend. Ate Hershey dark chocolate with marshmallow!
Gonna find a bitch named D (omg we share th same surname! How shuay.) that cant keep her stinking hands off my girl’s guy. Year two, RP band (I didn’t even knew that exsisted!) From her pictures, I gather that shes a fugly girl from SAS year two, involve in FOP. Hmmmm. AHBENG knows her. Im gonna ask him about her soooooon! Her FOP album is flooded with ahbeng’s photos but he isn’t my mutal friend. HMM. People doesn’t like band geeks! This aint American pie! HAHAHAHAHA. Omg is she a stalker or what! So many photos of ahbeng! HAHAHAHA! I found 11 ahbeng pictures and 2 flav pictures. N, I got your back here! WOOT. Hope to go out with you soon! :) Ciao for now.
*N says i shld not cause trouble for myself so i edited out her name. Hardcore readers that read th second i posted th post will know her name!
♥ 7:56 PM
f(x) Nu Abo
Wednesday, August 25, 2010
Wednesday, August 25, 2010
Shoe asked me to be part of th team dancing in th kpop competetion along with Teriza and two other friends. omg. long time since heard any k songs. Gonna put th song on repeat and try to learn it asap! Here is th song i have to magically learn and perfect by 4Sept. Fingers crossed for me?
♥ 5:22 PM
Okay. I found my inspiration to blog. (gonna draft it on words while watching Criminal minds…ew ). Well I got my inspiration while reading Seventeen Magazine and trying to change my life. After this blog post, im gonna sum it up, print it big and paste it in th most visible place for me.
Im gonna change myself starting from th inside. Seventeen Magazine, September 2010 issue. Every girl will definitely wish they had a body like Leighton Meester? Perhaps Ashley Tisdale or Nina Dobrev. Well, th September issue health section shows you their Yoga, Cardio and Pilox workout used by this celebs I just mentioned.
Besides having th right exercise, one needs to eat properly! So from today onwards, I is try my best to follow th examples given in the magazine and change into a healthier Audrey! Yeay!
Im gonna change myself starting from th inside. Seventeen Magazine, September 2010 issue. Every girl will definitely wish they had a body like Leighton Meester? Perhaps Ashley Tisdale or Nina Dobrev. Well, th September issue health section shows you their Yoga, Cardio and Pilox workout used by this celebs I just mentioned.
Besides having th right exercise, one needs to eat properly! So from today onwards, I is try my best to follow th examples given in the magazine and change into a healthier Audrey! Yeay!
♥ 11:12 AM
To My Grandparents.
Sunday, August 22, 2010
Sunday, August 22, 2010
What type of grand daugther am i that i cant open th front door for my grandparents. Daddy disowned them and they are trying so hard to make it right. Daddy says they are no longer my grandparents. But seeing them stand outside th front door makes my heart melt. why cant they just chill for awhile and not create any problems for th time being? i know you are lonly but there is nothing we can do it daddy is still angry (aft 2 years). you guys are just putting us at a very difficult spot.
Please understand that i still love you guys.
XOXO
Please understand that i still love you guys.
XOXO
♥ 1:38 PM
Happy Birthday, Cheerleader.
Saturday, August 21, 2010
Saturday, August 21, 2010
Happy Birthday Hayden Panettiere!!
Shes like everything i ever wanted to be. Hot Bod, Chio Hair, Awesome boyfriend, cheerleader in TWO movies!(Bring it on, Heros) happy Birthday, Girl. <3
♥ 5:10 PM
Good Riddance.
Friday, August 20, 2010
Friday, August 20, 2010
New Blogshop alert. Currently selling stuff at somewhat cheap prices. Most stuff are not worn at all (shes a compulsive shopper!) th rest are worn once th most. All apparels are guaranteed in good condition. Plus,she has a good eye at clothes so i guess you will all love the stuff she sells!!!
Currently they are all "instock" stuff. after she sells most of it, she will then bring in more stuff to sell. i already have her page bookmarked her blog in my tabs!
Denise Tong's blogshop, Good Riddance
♥ 3:30 PM
NDP Appreciation Dinner. 15Aug
Wednesday, August 18, 2010
Wednesday, August 18, 2010
Woah! NDP appreciation dinner was a blast! I really suspect to whole idea was to make everyone cry their hearts out! I love th little performance that th mentors put up. Every single one of them came out one by one holding boards, words for us~ it was mad sweet!
After th whole performance, we when for our buffet! WOOT. Th starfruit was awesome! :) th rest was nothing much! Took tons of photos and gave our momentoes. *tear* we gave Julian and jacq th book we made (seriously, a lot of ppl stole credit) and I was a total moron for forgetting Azura and ZhongJian’s gift! Argh! Im so stupiddd! After about ten thousand photos ltr, we all decided to go Vivo sky garden or water playground or whatever thingy its called to have fun.
Well, th rest of them had fun. I had to go home at 9 plus cos my stupid parent think im three and need to go home by a certain time! Screw this man! Im seventeen for crying out loud! Irritating max! how I wish I had more freedom! Cant they see they are freaking killing me here! SCREW THIS! I hate my life. No seriously, If you were in my shoes, you will kill yourself like 2years ago! Argh!
AND, although im in platforms(i didnt fall or trip!), keith and melvin are still too freaking tall!
this is th awesome sweet sweet gift daddy mummy zoo and ZJ made for us.
there! th water thingy above vivo! KEITH totally spoilt th pic by hugging TWO girls!! rwar!
♥ 8:23 PM
The unexpected visit.
Monday, August 16, 2010
Monday, August 16, 2010
Grandma and grandpa paid us a surprise visit. As friends of Audrey knws, Daddy disown them 2yrs ago due to a huge tiff involving money. Apparently, daddy have not forgive them for th incident that happened 2-3 yrs ago.
The maid told me that my grandma was at th door, so I opened it. I thought it was my maternal grandma because I haven seen paternal grandparents for what? 3years? When I saw my grandparents, I was shocked. First thing I did was acknowledge them and hug them both. How I miss them! And well, they went into daddy’s room and woke him up and they started arguing.
Sometimes I hate understanding canto, even how little I knw upsets me. Daddy made me sit in their conversation this afternoon its sad to hear all th misunderstanding between them. Grandparents wants to mend th broken bridge while daddy just doesn’t want to listen to anything they say. He keeps holding on to th past. How I wished he will just forgive and forget, at least forgive them.
How can someone pull th grandparents out of th lives of their children? I knw they are not the perfect human beings of th world. They refuse to look after me went mummy needed to go back to work, they are rude and show obvious bias-ness within th family. They are my grandparents. Without them I will not be who I am. Without them, my daddy may not be borned. They are th important people that I love. Why cant you all just thrash it all out, compromise and deal with it? GAD, YOU GUYS ARE TH ADULTS HERE!
Mummy came home and asked them to return home.
I miss them already. Whos grandparents work when they are at an age of 70+? Mine does. Because my dad and uncle don’t give them any money. They only have themselves and my 3rd uncle to depend on. Doesn’t it just kill you to think that they have to work when you don’t. Hope they will always be healthy and live long. Hang in there, one day I believe we will all have a big dinner together again.
Oh. tell you guys about my apreciation dinner when i get th photoes! :)
♥ 7:30 PM
What Nots.
Friday, August 13, 2010
Friday, August 13, 2010
Its been like 3 since i last post. partly because i was soooo tired with school, partly because nothing excitin happened in my life after NDP 2010.
Have i mention that skinny cullen was THE eye candy i saw @ th lawn with soosian? and FYI, im gonna blog tweet FB everything as skinny cullen. dont wanna awake th snake in the grass. HAHA. Everyone keep sayin im stalkish. am i? i just added him on FB and follow him on twitter! HAHA. nothing special. normal ways to befriend him. HAHA. fingers crossed you guys, someday i will be his friend. one way or another. MUAHAHAHA. Dinghan better agree with me that he is HOT. heehee.
Today was th last day of sem1, boy does time flyyyyy~ Partialed with soosian rebbie and lingyee. when to Nail Status with Ling. Pink and green nails. can you say style. HAHAHA. but i polka dotted them and now they are fulgy! :(
Sunday is th NDP appreciation dinner. what in th world am i gonna wear?! RP2 decided to go with th semi-formal dress code and i seriously have no clue what so ever to wear! ARGH. im done with all th gold hearts for Sunday. now to buy saftey pins! :))
OH! weiling. your camera doesnt wanna work! :( i guess i have to beg hongboon to lend me his bro's cam! HAHAHA. either that or i SOS jehvan.
Have i mention that skinny cullen was THE eye candy i saw @ th lawn with soosian? and FYI, im gonna blog tweet FB everything as skinny cullen. dont wanna awake th snake in the grass. HAHA. Everyone keep sayin im stalkish. am i? i just added him on FB and follow him on twitter! HAHA. nothing special. normal ways to befriend him. HAHA. fingers crossed you guys, someday i will be his friend. one way or another. MUAHAHAHA. Dinghan better agree with me that he is HOT. heehee.
Today was th last day of sem1, boy does time flyyyyy~ Partialed with soosian rebbie and lingyee. when to Nail Status with Ling. Pink and green nails. can you say style. HAHAHA. but i polka dotted them and now they are fulgy! :(
Sunday is th NDP appreciation dinner. what in th world am i gonna wear?! RP2 decided to go with th semi-formal dress code and i seriously have no clue what so ever to wear! ARGH. im done with all th gold hearts for Sunday. now to buy saftey pins! :))
OH! weiling. your camera doesnt wanna work! :( i guess i have to beg hongboon to lend me his bro's cam! HAHAHA. either that or i SOS jehvan.
♥ 7:54 PM
The Nation's 45th Birthday Bash!
Wednesday, August 11, 2010
Wednesday, August 11, 2010
As most of you guys know, im not a real fan of picto-blogging, quite a headache sometimes. So, im gonna tell you how awesome NDP 2010 was from the eyes of Audrey Ng and you have to picture it in your mind or go to my facebook and see the pictures of ME! Will try to find ann easier way to picto-blog soon! HAHA.
Started normal, like every Saturday but it was a Monday. Met th Bishan people for breakfast and as usual, JULIAN WAS LATE. Bought him his reward (Greentea Venti latte downgraded to a bubbletea) and then bought LiangCha for Arina and Khair. Bus-ed to PADANG~ Everything felt soooooo normal, we all didn’t feel the National Day feel because, well, we been doing the same thing EVERY SATURDAY. Seriously. We ate lunch, did a run-through, dressed up, X formation, dinner, go crazy and then burger king. ALL THE SAME! Expect my hair was multi-coloured and my eyes were lined! Chio! IKR.
Took like ten tons of photos and had a phoh with DickLee and another with FeliciaChin! Jealous much? HAHA. When home early while th others still lepaking @ Burger King. Johnson Pangseh-ed me and i hate/scary going home alone at night! Thanks arh!
RP2 forever.
Started normal, like every Saturday but it was a Monday. Met th Bishan people for breakfast and as usual, JULIAN WAS LATE. Bought him his reward (Greentea Venti latte downgraded to a bubbletea) and then bought LiangCha for Arina and Khair. Bus-ed to PADANG~ Everything felt soooooo normal, we all didn’t feel the National Day feel because, well, we been doing the same thing EVERY SATURDAY. Seriously. We ate lunch, did a run-through, dressed up, X formation, dinner, go crazy and then burger king. ALL THE SAME! Expect my hair was multi-coloured and my eyes were lined! Chio! IKR.
Took like ten tons of photos and had a phoh with DickLee and another with FeliciaChin! Jealous much? HAHA. When home early while th others still lepaking @ Burger King. Johnson Pangseh-ed me and i hate/scary going home alone at night! Thanks arh!
♥ 11:14 AM
Time will heal wounds.
Sunday, August 08, 2010
Sunday, August 08, 2010
Hey Friends,
Give it time. Theres a reason behind everything. Im sure the big man upstairs know what hes doing. Let time heals wounds. Im sure everything that happends, is nessesary in our life. It happens so what other things can happen. It happens because its a lesson we all need. It happens because its in all our book of life. It happens because it happens.
But Hey! I have a bitch in me and i want things to fastforward! So, dear God, HURRY UP AND GIMME MY HAPPY ENDINGS, please. :)
Give it time. Theres a reason behind everything. Im sure the big man upstairs know what hes doing. Let time heals wounds. Im sure everything that happends, is nessesary in our life. It happens so what other things can happen. It happens because its a lesson we all need. It happens because its in all our book of life. It happens because it happens.
But Hey! I have a bitch in me and i want things to fastforward! So, dear God, HURRY UP AND GIMME MY HAPPY ENDINGS, please. :)
♥ 8:11 PM
Ohman! Yesterday was faboulous. Met up around 2ish at CityHall and went to foodcourt for YONGTAUFOO, only atiquek, old bean, azura, me and someone on th end of th table. (couldnt see who. HAHA) th rest ate loads of awesome stuff, *drool drool*
After lunch, we trained to marina Bay and took th shuttlebus to Marina Barrage. Had mad fun EVERYWHERE, otw to th bus, in th bus (keep pressing th bell, carl and atiquek cant stand me), going crazy @ Barrage, playing with my bubble solution everywhere. :) Saw Roy and his friends while walking around with XueJun DAJIE. Took photo(s) with Roy. Th only reason i typed th (s), is because we keep retaking th shoot! HAHAH. Then we went to buy drinks, bubble solution and get AIRCON! When back upstairs to th gang and had a girl talk WITH ONE GUY(old bean will be so happy i wrote one guy) Its like we can share all our problems together as that gang lah. Atiquek, pam, xuejun, julian and myself!
After Barrage, caught 400 back to somewhere. FYI, Xuejun grabbed my hair when she almost fall in th bus! Anyway. train-ed to Ferra Park and dindin with khair and his band. Johnson met us and old bean, Johnson and i trained to Buangkok and his daddy send us home, expect old bean when to his girlfriend's hse. HAHA.
Tmr is th ACTUAL NDP! cant wait. *buterflies in tummy*
Cant believe after th 15 of Aug, every Saturday will be empty. :(
what happened Ministry of ____? why all th arguement and conflict. we should be cool with each other and talk about our problems together and never ever fall out. Sigh. hope we will resolve our problems soon. ministry of _____ should never fall! :)
RP2 is loved!
After lunch, we trained to marina Bay and took th shuttlebus to Marina Barrage. Had mad fun EVERYWHERE, otw to th bus, in th bus (keep pressing th bell, carl and atiquek cant stand me), going crazy @ Barrage, playing with my bubble solution everywhere. :) Saw Roy and his friends while walking around with XueJun DAJIE. Took photo(s) with Roy. Th only reason i typed th (s), is because we keep retaking th shoot! HAHAH. Then we went to buy drinks, bubble solution and get AIRCON! When back upstairs to th gang and had a girl talk WITH ONE GUY(old bean will be so happy i wrote one guy) Its like we can share all our problems together as that gang lah. Atiquek, pam, xuejun, julian and myself!
After Barrage, caught 400 back to somewhere. FYI, Xuejun grabbed my hair when she almost fall in th bus! Anyway. train-ed to Ferra Park and dindin with khair and his band. Johnson met us and old bean, Johnson and i trained to Buangkok and his daddy send us home, expect old bean when to his girlfriend's hse. HAHA.
Tmr is th ACTUAL NDP! cant wait. *buterflies in tummy*
Cant believe after th 15 of Aug, every Saturday will be empty. :(
what happened Ministry of ____? why all th arguement and conflict. we should be cool with each other and talk about our problems together and never ever fall out. Sigh. hope we will resolve our problems soon. ministry of _____ should never fall! :)
♥ 6:53 PM
Hot, the guys and th weather!
Friday, August 06, 2010
Friday, August 06, 2010
Had programming today and boy did i study! I ALMOST did a whole def all by myself. Can you imagine that! I can foresee my B coming!!! *yeay* faci spoke to me about th 'little email' i wrote to angyongwei about. Apparently EVERYONE thought i was wrong. am I really wrong? Sigh. How i hate school drama scences. and that ADULT had to cause it to happen. if you gave me a D nth would had happen right? omg.
Ministry of ______ had a meeting today! lasted awhile only but it was fun. Double J are like the hilarious duo lah! they have code names for loads of stuff. Like the cullen twins, and OMG are they HAWT~ jehvan,arina and i were sitting on th benches spying on them and j finally came out of th toilet and she was like, "oh looking at th cullens?" its mad cute lah! i kinda like th skinny cullen, denson? hot. hope to be friends with him! who am i kidding, unless ima cheerleader or fucking hot, i dont think he will notice.
And and and, is th booklink guy cute? i dont think so. He has a tad bit too much ahbeng look. HAHA. J is totally GAGA over him. HAHAHA.
MINISTRY OF ________ FTW!
Its day four of setting up my blog and nuffnang. hope to finish all th loose ends by a week. Boy is programming and stuff such hard work.
crop my batman tee yesterday. my maid finally sewed th hems for me. tried it on. and boy did it become big! why arh? anyone know? you can totally tweet me. wanted to wear it out to NDP outing tmr, but its still in the ugly stage. HAHA. sigh. hope to striaghten it out by tmr though. So excited. staying on the island or our outing, while all th other groups re goig to sentosa. weird much? anyway.
Why does everyone wants me to change my personality? Cant they just accept th fact that this is who i am? this is what makes me secure? other then being good at bitching, theres seriously nothing i am good at. I dont dare say to 'get lost' if you dont like my personality because friends are what boost my confidence. Why is life always putting obsticals in ones way? cant i have ne day that EVERYTHING goes right? is one day too much to ask for? one patethic little day?
zhang yun jin.
Ministry of ______ had a meeting today! lasted awhile only but it was fun. Double J are like the hilarious duo lah! they have code names for loads of stuff. Like the cullen twins, and OMG are they HAWT~ jehvan,arina and i were sitting on th benches spying on them and j finally came out of th toilet and she was like, "oh looking at th cullens?" its mad cute lah! i kinda like th skinny cullen, denson? hot. hope to be friends with him! who am i kidding, unless ima cheerleader or fucking hot, i dont think he will notice.
And and and, is th booklink guy cute? i dont think so. He has a tad bit too much ahbeng look. HAHA. J is totally GAGA over him. HAHAHA.
MINISTRY OF ________ FTW!
Its day four of setting up my blog and nuffnang. hope to finish all th loose ends by a week. Boy is programming and stuff such hard work.
crop my batman tee yesterday. my maid finally sewed th hems for me. tried it on. and boy did it become big! why arh? anyone know? you can totally tweet me. wanted to wear it out to NDP outing tmr, but its still in the ugly stage. HAHA. sigh. hope to striaghten it out by tmr though. So excited. staying on the island or our outing, while all th other groups re goig to sentosa. weird much? anyway.
Why does everyone wants me to change my personality? Cant they just accept th fact that this is who i am? this is what makes me secure? other then being good at bitching, theres seriously nothing i am good at. I dont dare say to 'get lost' if you dont like my personality because friends are what boost my confidence. Why is life always putting obsticals in ones way? cant i have ne day that EVERYTHING goes right? is one day too much to ask for? one patethic little day?
zhang yun jin.
♥ 8:40 PM
Nostalgic , not so much.
Thursday, August 05, 2010
Thursday, August 05, 2010
Angyongwei shaved is head. And boy does he look uglier then before!
Partialed because of two reasons.
1- was meeting shuyi for lunch at 1230, amk
2- I CANT STAND ANGYONGWEI!
i can just bet he will AWARD me another F for today, mostly bacause i was damn bloody rude to him! He tried to resolve th matter of th previous F he gave me...
angyongwei : Audrey can i speak to you outside?
ME : no you cant.
and it ended there. wait, it didnt. He asked my group some stuff about last week and CHRISTJT helped me! yeay! Chris FTW!
Anyway. When back to Peicai because guides had NDP rehersal and they seriously sucked. Not all, but enough to make th contingent look bad. catched up with th latest happenings from Joanne baby! Talked to Mr Razali. MY PRINCIPAL FOLLOWS ME ON FB! he said, "On th day that audrey does not post a vulgarity, that day will be a AWESOME day." or something like that. HAHA.
Partialed because of two reasons.
1- was meeting shuyi for lunch at 1230, amk
2- I CANT STAND ANGYONGWEI!
i can just bet he will AWARD me another F for today, mostly bacause i was damn bloody rude to him! He tried to resolve th matter of th previous F he gave me...
angyongwei : Audrey can i speak to you outside?
ME : no you cant.
and it ended there. wait, it didnt. He asked my group some stuff about last week and CHRISTJT helped me! yeay! Chris FTW!
Anyway. When back to Peicai because guides had NDP rehersal and they seriously sucked. Not all, but enough to make th contingent look bad. catched up with th latest happenings from Joanne baby! Talked to Mr Razali. MY PRINCIPAL FOLLOWS ME ON FB! he said, "On th day that audrey does not post a vulgarity, that day will be a AWESOME day." or something like that. HAHA.
♥ 8:34 PM
Day Two.
Wednesday, August 04, 2010
Wednesday, August 04, 2010
Added NUFFNANG to my blog! but the skin is not pretty yet!
still more work coming soon!
still more work coming soon!
♥ 8:33 PM
Hi, Mommy. I'm your baby. You don't know me yet, I'm only a few weeks old. You're going to find out about me soon, though, I promise. Let me tell you some things about me. My name is John, and I've got beautiful brown eyes and black hair. Well, I don't have it yet, but I will when I'm born. I'm going to be your only child, and you'll call me your one and only. I'm going to grow up without a daddy mostly, but we have each other. We'll help each other, and love each other. I want to be a doctor when I grow up.
You found out about me today, Mommy! You were so excited, you couldn't wait to tell everyone. All you could do all day was smile, and life was perfect. You have a beautiful smile, Mommy. It will be the first face I will see in my life, and it will be the best thing I see in my life. I know it already.
Today was the day you told Daddy. You were so excited to tell him about me! ...He wasn't happy, Mommy. He kind of got angry. I don't think that you noticed, but he did. He started to talk about something called wedlock, and money, and bills, and stuff I don't think I understand yet. You were still happy, though, so it was okay. Then he did something scary, Mommy. He hit you. I could feel you fall backward, and your hands flying up to protect me. I was okay... but I was very sad for you. You were crying then, Mommy. That's a sound I don't like. It doesn't make me feel good. It made me cry, too. He said sorry after, and he hugged you again. You forgave him, Mommy, but I'm not sure if I do. It wasn't right. You say he loves you... why would he hurt you? I don't like it, Mommy.
Finally, you can see me! Your stomach is a little bit bigger, and you're so proud of me! You went out with your mommy to buy new clothes, and you were so so so happy. You sing to me, too. You have the most beautiful voice in the whole wide world. When you sing is when I'm happiest. And you talk to me, and I feel safe. So safe. You just wait and see, Mommy. When I am born I will be perfect just for you. I will make you proud, and I will love you with all of my heart.
I can move my hands and feet now, Mommy. I do it because you put your hands on your belly to feel me, and I giggle. You giggle, too. I love you, Mommy.
Daddy came to see you today, Mommy. I got really scared. He was acting funny and he wasn't talking right. He said he didn't want you. I don't know why, but that's what he said. And he hit you again. I got angry, Mommy. When I grow up I promise I won't let you get hurt! I promise to protect you. Daddy is bad. I don't care if you think that he is a good person, I think he's bad. But he hit you, and he said he didn't want us. He doesn't like me. Why doesn't he like me, Mommy?
You didn't talk to me tonight, Mommy. Is everything okay?
It's been three days since you saw Daddy. You haven't talked to me or touched me or anything since that. Don't you still love me, Mommy? I still love you. I think you feel sad. The only time I feel you is when you sleep. You sleep funny, kind of curled up on your side. And you hug me with your arms, and I feel safe and warm again. Why don't you do that when you're awake, any more?
I'm 21 weeks old today, Mommy. Aren't you proud of me? We're going somewhere today, and it's somewhere new. I'm excited. It looks like a hospital, too. I want to be a doctor when I grow up, Mommy. Did I tell you that? I hope you're as excited as I am. I can't wait.
...Mommy, I'm getting scared. Your heart is still beating, but I don't know what you are thinking. The doctor is talking to you. I think something's going to happen soon. I'm really, really, really scared, Mommy. Please tell me you love me. Then I will feel safe again. I love you!
Mommy, what are they doing to me!? It hurts! Please make them stop! It feels bad! Please, Mommy, please please help me! Make them stop!
Don't worry Mommy, I'm safe. I'm in heaven with the angels now. They told me what you did, and they said it's called an abortion.
Why, Mommy? Why did you do it? Don't you love me any more? Why did you get rid of me? I'm really, really, really sorry if I did something wrong, Mommy. I love you, Mommy! I love you with all of my heart. Why don't you love me? What did I do to deserve what they did to me? I want to live, Mommy! Please! It really, really hurts to see you not care about me, and not talk to me. Didn't I love you enough? Please say you'll keep me, Mommy! I want to live smile and watch the clouds and see your face and grow up and be a doctor. I don't want to be here, I want you to love me again! I'm really really really sorry if I did something wrong. I love you!
I love you, Mommy.
Every abortion is just…
One more heart that was stopped.
Two more eyes that will never see.
Two more hands that will never touch.
Two more legs that will never run.
One more mouth that will never speak.
You found out about me today, Mommy! You were so excited, you couldn't wait to tell everyone. All you could do all day was smile, and life was perfect. You have a beautiful smile, Mommy. It will be the first face I will see in my life, and it will be the best thing I see in my life. I know it already.
Today was the day you told Daddy. You were so excited to tell him about me! ...He wasn't happy, Mommy. He kind of got angry. I don't think that you noticed, but he did. He started to talk about something called wedlock, and money, and bills, and stuff I don't think I understand yet. You were still happy, though, so it was okay. Then he did something scary, Mommy. He hit you. I could feel you fall backward, and your hands flying up to protect me. I was okay... but I was very sad for you. You were crying then, Mommy. That's a sound I don't like. It doesn't make me feel good. It made me cry, too. He said sorry after, and he hugged you again. You forgave him, Mommy, but I'm not sure if I do. It wasn't right. You say he loves you... why would he hurt you? I don't like it, Mommy.
Finally, you can see me! Your stomach is a little bit bigger, and you're so proud of me! You went out with your mommy to buy new clothes, and you were so so so happy. You sing to me, too. You have the most beautiful voice in the whole wide world. When you sing is when I'm happiest. And you talk to me, and I feel safe. So safe. You just wait and see, Mommy. When I am born I will be perfect just for you. I will make you proud, and I will love you with all of my heart.
I can move my hands and feet now, Mommy. I do it because you put your hands on your belly to feel me, and I giggle. You giggle, too. I love you, Mommy.
Daddy came to see you today, Mommy. I got really scared. He was acting funny and he wasn't talking right. He said he didn't want you. I don't know why, but that's what he said. And he hit you again. I got angry, Mommy. When I grow up I promise I won't let you get hurt! I promise to protect you. Daddy is bad. I don't care if you think that he is a good person, I think he's bad. But he hit you, and he said he didn't want us. He doesn't like me. Why doesn't he like me, Mommy?
You didn't talk to me tonight, Mommy. Is everything okay?
It's been three days since you saw Daddy. You haven't talked to me or touched me or anything since that. Don't you still love me, Mommy? I still love you. I think you feel sad. The only time I feel you is when you sleep. You sleep funny, kind of curled up on your side. And you hug me with your arms, and I feel safe and warm again. Why don't you do that when you're awake, any more?
I'm 21 weeks old today, Mommy. Aren't you proud of me? We're going somewhere today, and it's somewhere new. I'm excited. It looks like a hospital, too. I want to be a doctor when I grow up, Mommy. Did I tell you that? I hope you're as excited as I am. I can't wait.
...Mommy, I'm getting scared. Your heart is still beating, but I don't know what you are thinking. The doctor is talking to you. I think something's going to happen soon. I'm really, really, really scared, Mommy. Please tell me you love me. Then I will feel safe again. I love you!
Mommy, what are they doing to me!? It hurts! Please make them stop! It feels bad! Please, Mommy, please please help me! Make them stop!
Don't worry Mommy, I'm safe. I'm in heaven with the angels now. They told me what you did, and they said it's called an abortion.
Why, Mommy? Why did you do it? Don't you love me any more? Why did you get rid of me? I'm really, really, really sorry if I did something wrong, Mommy. I love you, Mommy! I love you with all of my heart. Why don't you love me? What did I do to deserve what they did to me? I want to live, Mommy! Please! It really, really hurts to see you not care about me, and not talk to me. Didn't I love you enough? Please say you'll keep me, Mommy! I want to live smile and watch the clouds and see your face and grow up and be a doctor. I don't want to be here, I want you to love me again! I'm really really really sorry if I did something wrong. I love you!
I love you, Mommy.
Every abortion is just…
One more heart that was stopped.
Two more eyes that will never see.
Two more hands that will never touch.
Two more legs that will never run.
One more mouth that will never speak.
♥ 2:24 PM