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Day 11.
Tuesday, September 21, 2010
Tuesday, September 21, 2010
I guess th person that caused me th most pain would be my daddy. Seriously. Friends of mine would know what happened to me.
As far as I remember, It would have started from end of secondary 3 when I got th conditional pass. Cant say I totally rmb what happen cos its like 2 years ago. So I will tell my side of the story in th best recollection of it.
End of secondary 3 my life came tumbling down all because my form teacher of that year came back frm his servise and decided to give my hse a call to tell my parents I was awarded a conditional pass. Unfortunately for me, daddy answered and when I came home that day, I got scolded and was punished by sleeping outside th hse.
At th moment, my neighbours were having constructions over at that hse. Mummy was so scared that she felt @ th back door with me. Just imagine a 15 year old sleeping outside th hse. I cant rmb how many days I was sleeping outside but that was only th start of all th torture daddy put me through.
At that time I was glad to have friends, mostly school friends. Not everyone knew but yah. JD and I even called my dad ‘th animal’ when we texted.After that saga cooled off, th next time was when I went home after 12 midnnight around June 2009.
This time it was really bad. I slept outside th main door for 5 nights straight. Lucky at that time, I was closed to th ppl in my cellgroup. I rmb lying to my mum saying there was remedial in school while I snuck off to morning prayers. I would wear leggings to cover up th blueblacks on my legs. I rmb WL couldn’t take it and brought me to see th ‘upstairs’, Jamie. But there wasn’t anything anyone could have done. I sat on th couch while Huimin and Flea rubbed some oilment on my bruises and rolled them with a bag of warm water.
I was really glad to have ppl I could talk to.Kaye, Pollyna, Jerlyn, Cherie, Weiling and Daniel(wonder where he disappeared to now). Pollyna kept photos of my blublacks while Daniel tried talking me into going to th cops. But for th sake of th family, I didn’t report my dad. He wanted me to apply for a restraining order( I shld have, I guess if I did, I would not have suffer so much. But I didn’t wanna create a broadway musical of my family.) Jerlyn was there to talk to me when I was thrown out to sleep in th garden and when Cherie was unable to answer my call. Kaye was there to talk to me. She is a real friend. She made everything seem okay. She made me feel that I wasn’t th worse situation out there. Cherie was being Cherie and Weiling was sweet.
After that Saga, came one day before olvl ended. Since th last paper was Bio MCQ, I decided to go job hunting with Stephanie before th paper. Unfortunately daddy didn’t agree and same story. Different time and reason.
Most recent one would be just before poly started. I was seriously feeling unwell that day and daddy was suppose to go to th doctor. I didn’t feel feel enough to acc him and asked him to buy some herbal tea for me when he came home. He freaking over reacted and scolded me when he came home.
First night I was sleeping outside th hse. Next 5 day, I was in my grandma’s hse. He threw me out of th hse. How can a father throw his daughter out of th hse for such a small thing. Just imagine th hurt he caused me within this two years. Unbearable. I had suicidal thought flowing through my mids all these while. When I was in th garden, I tried finding sharp objects to slit my wrist. I thought maybe If I hurt myself, mummy would take me to th hospital and I could get away frm th animal!
She didn’t. She didn’t notice what I was doing and what I was feeling. I thought of running away frm home but all th places I could go, mummy would knw where to look for me. So th time daddy said ‘maybe you shld go live with your grandmother’ I was mad happy, I started to pack IMMEDIATELY. Actually my brother told me that daddy asked me to come home th 3rd day, but I didn’t want to live in that hell. But my mum ound out and made me go back home. I felt so happy living with my grandmother but sad because everyone I knew was so far away.
So that’s th sad life of Audrey Ng. Not many ppl knw abt this incident but I guess its time to let it all out. I had a troubled childhood, that’s why I am who I am today. My personality is nurtured not nature. Don’t judge me!
As far as I remember, It would have started from end of secondary 3 when I got th conditional pass. Cant say I totally rmb what happen cos its like 2 years ago. So I will tell my side of the story in th best recollection of it.
End of secondary 3 my life came tumbling down all because my form teacher of that year came back frm his servise and decided to give my hse a call to tell my parents I was awarded a conditional pass. Unfortunately for me, daddy answered and when I came home that day, I got scolded and was punished by sleeping outside th hse.
At th moment, my neighbours were having constructions over at that hse. Mummy was so scared that she felt @ th back door with me. Just imagine a 15 year old sleeping outside th hse. I cant rmb how many days I was sleeping outside but that was only th start of all th torture daddy put me through.
At that time I was glad to have friends, mostly school friends. Not everyone knew but yah. JD and I even called my dad ‘th animal’ when we texted.After that saga cooled off, th next time was when I went home after 12 midnnight around June 2009.
This time it was really bad. I slept outside th main door for 5 nights straight. Lucky at that time, I was closed to th ppl in my cellgroup. I rmb lying to my mum saying there was remedial in school while I snuck off to morning prayers. I would wear leggings to cover up th blueblacks on my legs. I rmb WL couldn’t take it and brought me to see th ‘upstairs’, Jamie. But there wasn’t anything anyone could have done. I sat on th couch while Huimin and Flea rubbed some oilment on my bruises and rolled them with a bag of warm water.
I was really glad to have ppl I could talk to.Kaye, Pollyna, Jerlyn, Cherie, Weiling and Daniel(wonder where he disappeared to now). Pollyna kept photos of my blublacks while Daniel tried talking me into going to th cops. But for th sake of th family, I didn’t report my dad. He wanted me to apply for a restraining order( I shld have, I guess if I did, I would not have suffer so much. But I didn’t wanna create a broadway musical of my family.) Jerlyn was there to talk to me when I was thrown out to sleep in th garden and when Cherie was unable to answer my call. Kaye was there to talk to me. She is a real friend. She made everything seem okay. She made me feel that I wasn’t th worse situation out there. Cherie was being Cherie and Weiling was sweet.
After that Saga, came one day before olvl ended. Since th last paper was Bio MCQ, I decided to go job hunting with Stephanie before th paper. Unfortunately daddy didn’t agree and same story. Different time and reason.
Most recent one would be just before poly started. I was seriously feeling unwell that day and daddy was suppose to go to th doctor. I didn’t feel feel enough to acc him and asked him to buy some herbal tea for me when he came home. He freaking over reacted and scolded me when he came home.
First night I was sleeping outside th hse. Next 5 day, I was in my grandma’s hse. He threw me out of th hse. How can a father throw his daughter out of th hse for such a small thing. Just imagine th hurt he caused me within this two years. Unbearable. I had suicidal thought flowing through my mids all these while. When I was in th garden, I tried finding sharp objects to slit my wrist. I thought maybe If I hurt myself, mummy would take me to th hospital and I could get away frm th animal!
She didn’t. She didn’t notice what I was doing and what I was feeling. I thought of running away frm home but all th places I could go, mummy would knw where to look for me. So th time daddy said ‘maybe you shld go live with your grandmother’ I was mad happy, I started to pack IMMEDIATELY. Actually my brother told me that daddy asked me to come home th 3rd day, but I didn’t want to live in that hell. But my mum ound out and made me go back home. I felt so happy living with my grandmother but sad because everyone I knew was so far away.
So that’s th sad life of Audrey Ng. Not many ppl knw abt this incident but I guess its time to let it all out. I had a troubled childhood, that’s why I am who I am today. My personality is nurtured not nature. Don’t judge me!
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